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Ennui

This blog contains images that are definitely NSFW and possibly triggering to some. I post what I am feeling, what my soul is screaming and what I am thinking. It helps to ease the torment of mental illness somewhat. Feel free to look, judge, sympathize, or whatever. Also, I do not condone self-injury and if you are thinking about harming yourself please seek help immediately.

I spent my
whole life
In love with despair
Kept my lungs full
With the breath of their
Mute atmosphere
I became
What I hate
And thus
Shall I remain
To give birth to a
Mighty assassin
Armed with a weapon of words
To defy the lies
To never compromise
No
Today
My name
Is pain
I stood
Beyond the world
Whispering secret syllables in the
Eyeless dark
Dancing wildly
Round and round on the rotting ground
Surrounded by the dead dusts of hell
This is how I delete myself
And this is how I corrupt
Everyone else
-Otep
May 20 '13

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May 20 '13

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May 20 '13

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May 20 '13

I always tell myself ‘just one cut’ even though I well know it never fucking ends that way.

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May 20 '13
50-shades-of-suicide:

oh my holy mother of jesus… this post.

50-shades-of-suicide:

oh my holy mother of jesus… this post.

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May 20 '13

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May 20 '13

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May 19 '13

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May 19 '13

Not all will understand this picture, but for those of you who do, Im sorry for whatever it is that you may be going through.

Not all will understand this picture, but for those of you who do, Im sorry for whatever it is that you may be going through.

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May 19 '13

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